I devised and despised,
and tried to dismantle
what holds inside.
but confusions diversions
were all I could find.
guarded with mazes
front and behind,
of words and emotions
where secrets confide.
Where puzzles with pieces
that would never collide.
more I would question
the science behind
more I entangled
in my own despise
words were what me spoke
but the language defied
hence girl the species i fail to define.